我。。

我。。到了现在。。

变了很多。。应该吧。。

至少我还很清楚有一件事没变过。。

那就是我的心。。

到了现在。。说短不短。。说长不长。。

可是已经6个月了。。

前几晚。。我一下发了两个梦。。

两个都是关于你的。。

两个都是好结果。。

可是这样让我更加难受。。

多莫希望是真的。。

可是偏偏就知道那只是场梦。。

我自问。。

除了我在最低潮那短短的几分钟的讨厌你，

没有遵守一天一场dota的承诺，

喝了少数的酒之外。。

我敢大声的说我没有做过对不起你的事情。。

甚至分手后到了今天。。

我还是一样。。

一样的尊崇你。。满意你的要求。。

你应该很清楚的。。

我已经我所能的满足你了。。

我说过我会用我温暖的手牵着你。。

带温暖给你。。可是我做不到。。

对不起。。应为我不再是你的谁谁谁了。。

没资格在这样做了。。

但是我一定会尽我所能的满足你。。=D

Life

i still remember my own promise..

which is changing myself.. and the deadline is 22 june...

which means few more days to go...

and i think that i really did change..

no matter personality, attitude, outlook, or even the way i solve problems...

im not the guy who u think u know anymore.. frens around me do notice it...

for me, its just a path in my life which i able to improve and changing myself...

although its not the target i want to be, but atleast.. im moving forward... =)

life, its never easy... learning day by day...

growing day by day...

and finally, my diploma is going to end... last paper exam on coming tuesday... and there is it...

what i able to say is... i do appreciate the time with my college matey... having fun around the college and lots of place... trips around Malaysia... jokes with lecturers...

memories with them its gonna be part of my life and will not be erase!!

sometime, i do wish there is a delete button which able to highlight those unhappy memories and just delete it by clicking a button... but life, its not gonna follow your instruction or going on with what u want...

sometimes, we just have to accept the fact.. although its never easy.. but since it happens, then just takes time to accept it... 1month, 2month, or even longer... nothing is imposible...once u get used to it.. and there is no problem for u anymore...

its been 6months already... and those memories between us is still in my brain... those memories is already part of my life which its unable to be forget.. and i really wondering.. how could u forget our memories so easy? haha... but its ok la.. since u chosen that way, and i couldn't stop u.. just make sure that no regrets in life... once u chosen it.. and thats the path u heading to... no turning back is available... just wanted to wish u goodluck...

and i do really hope we can be back like how we used to be last time.. jokes around everywhere... its fun to chat with u and sharing problems together.. miss those days~ =D

after all, i have to admit that im not that young anymore.. notice that i meet lots of obstacles and gain lot of knowledge about handling problem... but still, life gonna give me more trouble and let me learn more... this is life.. learning non stop... facing lots of problems... but i do believes that, way of solving problems is more than problems happening... (;

我变了。。

我变了。。

我真的变了。。

哈哈哈。。

本来很想改变的我。。

现在竟然不想改变。。

想回到之前的我。。那个我是比较开心和开朗的。。

做回自己有问题吗？

脾气暴躁。。好胜。。爱斗气。。自私。。输不起。。

做人很假。。懒惰。。贪心。。爱逞强。。

一切一切的不良行为。。

我变得越来越离谱了。。感觉到身边的朋友也开始反感了。。

动不动就大声的骂人。。

想起，也觉得自己很恐怖。。

变得很不好。。

这不是我想要的。。

我只想变。。变成一个没有我时，至少有人会想起我。。

而不是一个有和没有都没分别的人罢了。。

这样的人很失败。。我不想这样。。

可是，我越做越失败。。越做越讨人厌。。

我啊。。真的是太好心了。。太容易相信人了。。

往往给人利用。。给人骗。。给人作弄。。

做人。。应该先为自己想想吧。。

不应该什么事都为了别人先想。。这样很吃亏。。

如果是别人觉得我有问题。。那时别人觉得的。。

不一定是我的问题嘛。。

做回自己最重要。。

对吧？

应该是这样想吗？

累了。。

我。。
真的。。
很累了。。
很想什么都不做，然后就躺在一边。。
可是生活那里可以停止呢？
生命停止的那一秒。。就是休息的一秒咯。。哈哈~

朋友和我说。。
我之所以会累是因为我不知道我在拼什么。。
不知道自己想走的方向。。
不知道自己想要怎样。。

每天只是为了生活而生活。。
有意识吗？
这样的人生有意义吗？
为何不想一下自己到底想怎样。。
然后做一个自己想做的决定呢？

说，永远都比做来得容易。。
有人说，只要你肯说，你就会慢慢地做到。。
可是我说了这样久，还是做不到。。
这是我的问题吗？
可能是吧。。
因为我也不想再这样下去，可是就是做不到。。
应该是我弱吧。。

有些失望是不可避免的。 。但大部分的失望，都是因为我高估了自己。。
但是我知道的就是，跌倒了，就要自己爬上来。。
没有人会帮你的。。你需要自己来面对一切！！

今天的我学到了一样东西。。
人，如果不为自己想想的话，真得很吃亏。。
应该奸时就奸。。应该牛是牛。。应该坏是怀。。
只要对得起自己。。就ok啦。。
做这样多的好事有用吗？当人家需要你帮忙时，直接讲ok。。
当你需要帮忙时，有人会帮你吗？
我不会说没有。。有是有的，可是很少很少。。
那我为何还对别人这样好呢？
对那些会帮我的好就够了嘛。。对不对？ XD

需要帮忙？对不起，我不得空~ =D

Broga Hill

Another outing with colleges matey~
Broga hill is our destination for this time..

Went Fun OK yam cha til 10+ then all went to Mr. Beh de apartment overnight.
That apartment is awesome!
Beside no Wi-Fi and astro~ =___="
besides that, everything is nice..
3 room and a big kitchen~
i guess we can throw a party over there next time!! =)

We all wake up at 4am in the morning and went to a KFC at Kajang for our early breakfast~
norm norm~~ its been few months that i din't eat breakfast at KFC... haha..
i guess i still prefer McDonald's breakfast more than KFC... (no offense ya) xP

Reach the btm of the hill around 5.30 and we start out journey to the hill!
Excited til max although not first time la.. but still enjoy everything and like to do something in a group.
This make me feel im not alone and its fun hanging out around with friends..
As i said before, i like mixing in a group alot =D

We reach top of the hill around 6.15+
everyone are very excited and waiting the sunrise view...
and of course, while waiting.. our photographer, Lion Chee and Beh will took lots of pictures for us as memory!
Thx for posting it at facebook..

After the sunrise view ard 7.30.. then we start our journey back home~
tired til the max!
din sleep much and exercise alot.. haha.. i guess everyone is exhausted after this outing.. and of course i can see smiling face from everyone.. =D

If interested to view more picture, kindly press the link below...
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/fbx/?set=a.10150160419617420.307406.525247419
Below are some of my favourite picture..
Hope u all enjoy... :D

Nice Creation from Lion

Jump Picture with Hadrian and Beh

Kamekameha~ XD

Group Picture

Group Picture

Try to guess what im doing xD

A night at Broga Hill (after edit)

A night at Broga Hill (before edit)

Shooting the Moon! =)

Pretend cool~ xD

Smilling Picture

A very rare picture which are Michael Liew and me.. haha

Way to back home!

Mid Term Break

aaaaaaa~
whole mid term break end~~~~~~~~T^T
hmm...
basically, i din rest whole sem break...
basketball and badminton non stop.. hoho
and also hanging around with my 2 new best friend..

oh ya, ytd my fb acc kena hack pula...ZZZ~
c2pid thean wei nie and william ngoo chow hong! -_____-"
this 2 cilaka go ask my fren for my fb password then hack in and change my relationship status to "in a relationship" with william~ =.="
but its ok.. i won't change password..
dun say im stupid a.. i got my own reason... hmm... just dun feel like saying it out here...
just hope those who know my password respect me.. dun ever hack in again without my permission~ XP

hmm... i have been lazy for a week.. and assignments is all around the corner...
but i just duno why that i cant concentrate doing it...
continue like that i confirm not enough time to finish it...
*haix~*
really have to start working hard on my study edy.. last sem jo la!!!
finish it with flying colors and get the diploma cert first la...
stop being so lazy k? XP
wake up wake up wake up!!
time will never wait for us...
dun waste time anymore aa...~ >w<

冷笑话！

我又开始我的冷笑话了！！

1) 顾客：“老板，为什么你的鸡饭里没有鸡肉？”

老板：“那我问你，老婆饼里面有老婆吗？猪肠粉里面有猪肠吗?热狗里面有狗
...吗？珍珠奶茶里面有珍珠吗?佛跳牆裡面有佛和牆吗?电脑里面有脑吗?香蕉船里面有船吗?Facebook 里面有书吗?

2) 有一天小蒲公英问他爸爸:为什么我没有妈妈呢?
那请问他爸爸怎么回答小蒲公英呢???????
因为世上只有蒲"公"英.......没有蒲"母"英

3) 有一天小白兔就去钓鱼钓不到第二天它在去钓也是没收获第三天它去钓的时候鱼就跳上来对它说要是你敢用胡萝卜来钓的话我就揍你！哈哈

4) 有天爸爸带女儿上街.
女儿:哇!BENZ 500
爸:喜欢吗?以后叫你老公买给你.
一阵了.
爸:哇!BMW740
女儿:喜欢吗?我以后烧给你 =)

5) O对0说：你是我儿子吗？
8对0说：老公你看我的小蛮腰美么？
2对Z说：你真笨连我的姿式都学不会！
7对2说：你跪吧！再跪五百年我也不嫁给你！
6对9说：酷就酷呗，还玩倒立！
8看见3赶紧跑去大哭道：大哥，谁砍的！

6) 我要和你们讲个笑话哦，很好笑1下，
哈哈哈哈…哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈…哈哈哈哈…
我的笑话已经说完了…


够冷吗？
哈哈．．还在想着更多的冷笑话来招待朋友！ XD