Tuesday, June 21, 2011

完了~

weeee....~
diploma终于完了。。
肩膀轻了好多哦。。
对我来讲。。这将会是一个句号。。
但是我和我的college朋友的友情是不可能完的。。
放心,我一定会继续的烦你们。。哈哈哈~ =D
我不会让你们忘记我的。。赫赫。。
真的真的。。我很想对你们说声谢谢和对不起。。
谢谢你们陪我度过了我最难受和开心的日子。。
我真的不敢想象没有你们,我的diploma会如何过。。
肯定很不好受。。xP

对我来讲。。
Michael,
i know you duno chinese...so purposely type english for u.. hahahaha
you are a real competitor for me.. your words motivate me alot.. thx to all ur compliment such as lala.. noob or etc la.. haha
your words make me feel that i have to work harder to over you.. but too bad.. i think im not good enough... since u get all B.. confirm i cant make it already.. hahahahahahaha! xD
but you really a good fren to me too.. i did learn something from u too.. treat everyone good... this is what u taugh me last time.. but i not sure u still remember anot... hahaha...
one thing, please dun call me lala next time.. im really not a lala ler~ T_T

Hadrian,
you.. a really good good fren to me too.. no matter study, gaming, basketball, badminton.. or i should say it as everything...
you really a very imba guy i have never meet before.. you are really very good in every aspect... if you really interest and working hard in it.. i think it gonna be very hard for us to chase and win u.. you are someone very talent in everything... really d.. sometime i really very envy u.. hahaha
do appreciate everything u got.. and i still remember the day we meet.. haha.. all those fun memories between us.. from sem1 onwards... i do keep all the memories in my mind.. and you are really a very fun + joyful guy! ;)

Vicky,
you a.. really a trouble finder person... haha... everytime ask u check assignment sure can let u find dao problem/mistake/error... haha... but its something good also.. this make u become duo duo yeh like me.. xD
but life is like that geh..have to be someone like u around us to check our things and let us improve to become perfect! thanks to everything u said while im down.. u get what i mean right? haha... memories between us are really very happy too.. thx to u as a treasurer... and also a trip planner which plan lots of trip and also activities for us.. :D

Alvin,
calling the fatty bomb bomb alvin, please report urself when u see this.. haha
alvin~ alvin~ such an optimist person.. its really to find within this town.. you really able to face the problem no matter what situation you are in.. i really very very admire your positive mind... seriously, if i were u.. i confirm cannot continue my life as usual after so many negative things happen around me... i really do happy to see you able to pass every stage successfully.. u taught me that never say never!
i really do happy to meet u.. and able to be one of ur fren... u give me advice and teach me what to do when i face trouble.. you are like a big bro for me... guide me and give important opinion to me when im lost.. just like a bright light in a dark room... thx man.. its great to have you in my life!
but.. please take good care of yourself.. u do know what i mean.. wish to meet u or same class again with u in future! *cheers!*

Chu chu,
chu a~ chu~
life should be colorful and not only black and white...
i think u still remember what i told u before right? i really duno what to write for u here... coz what i feel about u.. i already told u many times ler.. u should know lur ho? xD
just remember one thing.. be optimist! ;D
find me when u need to chat or what... im just a phone call away! *winks*

Bear bear,
mr.Horse! you are a super knowledge man to me.. i believe that u will be able to survive in different situation and enviroment... you a.. really able to chat no matter what topic it is... you are just like a astro machine to me.. got every knowledge with different aspect and able to join anygroup... because of ur joyful look and cute cute + comfortable body... haha!
one thing to tell u... please sleep earlier la.. sleep late will cause u die faster d a~ take care ur body please... xD

Ming,
super duper funny boy i have ever seen... days with you are super fun... jokes that lame than me... i really have to sallute to u.. hahaha... from the first day i meet u.. i know that u gonna be a super fun fren i will have... ;)
thx for bringing all the joy to me in my life... and one sentence will make me think of u forever... "真的,假的?" ahaha... take care bro..

Lion,
a fren that helps me alot.. i really duno how to thanks you.. fetch me go here and there... really a very helpful fren.. :D
thx for appearing in my life... just live the way u are.. i know u leaving kl to duno where working right? take care.. dun over stress urself.. a coffee a day, keeps the headache away! haha~ =)

JunHong,
although u din always join us for trip.. but i do understand... coz last time im also someone like u... but i did fight for what i want... (i not sure u want trip anot la) but i really like to go trip.. so i always fight for what i want... ;D
for me, you are someone who do not like to try new things... i not sure is it like that la.. but for me d feeling.. you really dislike new things... actually life, no much 2nd chance appear... if got the chance.. got for it... if not later on u will be regret... this is what i have face... just try everything if u got the chance... but what i mean is not those things u shouldn't try a.. haha... very confuse.. i know.. but i think u will understand what i mean ho? xD
and one thing... you are really someone who will work hard for future.. keep this motivation... i like to see when u are doing assignment like MMA or DFD... you will do it with all the knowledge and keep on researching and researching for new info to get A... and what is the part i like most is... u will help and guide me after u finish.. hahaha xD

Wilson,
you a.. i really duno what to say.. i saw a good side of u.. and also bad side of u.. maybe u will continue to say that u are innocent.. but if only me alone dislike u.. then maybe i will admit, its my fault.. but i think that u and me also know whats gonna on right now.. i dun mean to argue with u.. but atleast... think what u did.. before asking others... if you yourself also duno what you did wrong... then its gonna be a big trouble... nothing much, i just wanna say thx for part a diploma d wilson.. but not part b... thats all..


Sentence above is all from dou dou yeh d JH! <3 <3 <3
no offense... =X
and grats to everyone for finishing diploma... wee~ trip coming on!! :D
i really do appreciate that i able to meet u all!
Thank kiu <3 <3 <3

Monday, June 20, 2011

我。。

我。。到了现在。。
变了很多。。应该吧。。
至少我还很清楚有一件事没变过。。
那就是我的心。。
到了现在。。说短不短。。说长不长。。
可是已经6个月了。。

前几晚。。我一下发了两个梦。。
两个都是关于你的。。
两个都是好结果。。
可是这样让我更加难受。。
多莫希望是真的。。
可是偏偏就知道那只是场梦。。

我自问。。
除了我在最低潮那短短的几分钟的讨厌你,
没有遵守一天一场dota的承诺,
喝了少数的酒之外。。
我敢大声的说我没有做过对不起你的事情。。
甚至分手后到了今天。。
我还是一样。。
一样的尊崇你。。满意你的要求。。
你应该很清楚的。。
我已经我所能的满足你了。。

我说过我会用我温暖的手牵着你。。
带温暖给你。。可是我做不到。。
对不起。。应为我不再是你的谁谁谁了。。
没资格在这样做了。。
但是我一定会尽我所能的满足你。。=D

Friday, June 17, 2011

Life

i still remember my own promise..
which is changing myself.. and the deadline is 22 june...
which means few more days to go...
and i think that i really did change..
no matter personality, attitude, outlook, or even the way i solve problems...
im not the guy who u think u know anymore.. frens around me do notice it...
for me, its just a path in my life which i able to improve and changing myself...
although its not the target i want to be, but atleast.. im moving forward... =)

life, its never easy... learning day by day...
growing day by day...
and finally, my diploma is going to end... last paper exam on coming tuesday... and there is it...
what i able to say is... i do appreciate the time with my college matey... having fun around the college and lots of place... trips around Malaysia... jokes with lecturers...
memories with them its gonna be part of my life and will not be erase!!

sometime, i do wish there is a delete button which able to highlight those unhappy memories and just delete it by clicking a button... but life, its not gonna follow your instruction or going on with what u want...
sometimes, we just have to accept the fact.. although its never easy.. but since it happens, then just takes time to accept it... 1month, 2month, or even longer... nothing is imposible...once u get used to it.. and there is no problem for u anymore...

its been 6months already... and those memories between us is still in my brain... those memories is already part of my life which its unable to be forget.. and i really wondering.. how could u forget our memories so easy? haha... but its ok la.. since u chosen that way, and i couldn't stop u.. just make sure that no regrets in life... once u chosen it.. and thats the path u heading to... no turning back is available... just wanted to wish u goodluck...
and i do really hope we can be back like how we used to be last time.. jokes around everywhere... its fun to chat with u and sharing problems together.. miss those days~ =D

after all, i have to admit that im not that young anymore.. notice that i meet lots of obstacles and gain lot of knowledge about handling problem... but still, life gonna give me more trouble and let me learn more... this is life.. learning non stop... facing lots of problems... but i do believes that, way of solving problems is more than problems happening... (;