24/12/09-27/12/09 LONG Story~ =D

LOLOLOLOLOLOL~
long story for tis few days...
bz til no time to online oso~ XD
too syok edy~

Story for 24th~(X'mas Eve)

Hm..had dinner at shogun~
parents 21 years wedding aniversary...
grats my daddy n mummy =D
bt tat nite d dinner nt worth la~ rm78.20 per person ler~ ><
so exp =.="
hmm...after tat dinner...went to new clubbing...OPERA~
with angie, kaling, weili, kah han, kelvin, chi qin & Soongkit...
too bad that opera ter gt no place...
although kelvin book edy...
bt stiu full..no place for us~ T_T
so we change plan n went to cocobanana~ =D
nice place...nice song...nice enviroment...bt ppl nt nice~ ><
ppl at ter d attitude nt gud...
dislike it...=X
bt...rly very enjoy tat nite...
count down at ter til 12+ then i ciao edy... those gang play til 3+...=.="
siao d~ XD

Picture for the day =DTempura Prawn~ =D

Me & Wei Li

Pro soong kit~ XD

Me & Angie

mi..CQ..Kelvin..KH..SK~

Me..Weili..Angie

Me & Kelvin

Sk & Kelvin

Story 25th X'mas~ =D

lol..went to genting tis day...
parents gt concert tat nite...duno hu liao
the unty hu sing "上海滩"
they said nt bad...imba concert~
then me a..went to shopping a...buy present for angie n other ppl lo~ =D
din go theme park...><
while at nite tat time...shopping at First world..
saw tis funny santa claus~ XD
act he is oni 1 person nia...the real top n santa claus d btm...
make til very real o~ especially he walk tat time...whole body shaking d~XD

Story for 26th..an Zhu buftday~ XD

Happy buftday to angie once again =D
tai kor lui jo la~ haha
hmm...went her hse ard 9.30
with kelvin,soong,cq,luji, weili and albert...
gav her a suprise party...
then went to sumwer near bangsar village ter yam cha...
bt reach ter edy..duno y suddenly change place...
come bak to 3 mile square ter d pappa rich yam cha n cut cake =D
Enjoy it very well...

An zhu holding cake =D

Story for 27th Bro buftday

Today is my bro (Jian Wei) d buftday...
wish him sang sheng abit lo...
n happy n stay cool n leng zhai forever la~ XD

had lunch wit him today...
then rush home cut cake...
then he went out...
then i rush assignment..
then used 3 hours to finish 50%..
then ask permision from parents to go PD tml n bak at tuesday...
then they dun let..
then i spam ask...
then ok jo..
then tml goin PD lo..Woots~ XD

Then gudnite...
then sweet dream...
then see u all on tuesday...
then wanna say...sry...so long oni write here...

*End

23/12/09 Snow at M'sia O_O

woohoo...pavilion 8pm!
snow at malaysia!
LOL~
act its just sum bubble nia la...bt very alike =D
go n hav a look...
lots of ppl taking photo ter...

nice view ^^Family pic

here are sum pic my family n i =DChristmas tree~ =D

ice kacang wit mango =D
Yummy~

*End

22/12/09 冬至节快乐~

Today...
6.30AM...
wake up wit my tire body...
tire eye..
tire mind...XP
after brush teeth n wash face..
went to help mum make "tong yuen" 团圆....

团圆的意义是 ： 一家团圆不管有认和不愉快的事我们都是一家人
reunion mean : is whatever who make unhappy we still is a one's family !!!!

ehehe...its cute...
mostly is while colour d...
bt there is 1 kind of powder to make it turn red...
or u can use pandan leaf to make the pandan juice then pour in the floor...then it will be green =D

love tis desert very very much!
especially my mum's style..
coz she will put a small piece of gula melaka in it...
so when u bite it tat time...
those gula melaka juices will come out from it...
LOL~
saliva out again...too bad tat i finish it just nw...
nw wanna eat again~ MUAHAHA
nice taste =D

*End

21/12/09 Sianz~

holiday again~ +.+
every 1 wish to hav holiday...
bt i don't..
it is just giving me more time to relax n rest...
bt i dun nid it..!
i prefer to go college...chatting ter...
learning ter..
having fun wit my "matey"~(word from the pro Quan) XD
rly rly no motivation to do any things nw...
lots of assignment...
bt din even start a single word..! ><
charm lo charm lo~
hais~

tml eat "tong yuen" =D
1 of my favourite desert..ehehe
bt hav to wake up ard 6.30 to help my mum prepare...then make it..then sembahyang...
blablablabla~ ;P
so...hav to slp nw..sked tml cant wake up~ XP

Nitez...=D

19/12/09 Working at PM~ =P

lol~
tonite hav to distribute fliers at pasar malam near my hse...
it sounds easy rite?
ard 400+ nia...
bt i use ard 1hr++ to finish it...
every1 walking at ter nt willing to take d~ T_T
wasting my time~
atlast~ limbeh decide to distribute to cars...
atleast they wun reject from me~ XD
bt...those car parking at sum place very skery...
place wit no light...n sibei quiet d~
alone walking under the dark sky...
it make me feels more lonely~
hais~
nvm la...tis is me wat...
representer of sian n lonely~ ^^
sian jo lo~ ehehe
long time din say tis sentence edy...

bak to the topic...
tonite walk n distribute til so senfu oni earn rm25+
bt i think worth it oso rite?
since outside working oni rm4 or 5 ++
tis 1 ard 1hr+ gt rm20+ edy...
sounds earsier oso...ehehe
bt...rly very tire~ x.x
long time din exercise like tat edy~

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18/12/09 Email~

sharing a email from fren~

七个对不起，让你懂得什么

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却 是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩 说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长 着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那 么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起， 我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。



大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委 屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩 都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡 梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。



婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不 像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有 一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。


渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总 会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一 个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会 回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。



女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的 观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己 的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子 上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫 喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎 么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再 为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄 得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......



看了有什麽感觸嗎?
心疼?
傷心?
我对你也是其中一种。。请你原谅我。。

15/12/09 Fren~

definition of fren i edy post b4..
n i wun repeat to post it again...go search for it =D

tonite...went out yam cha wit 3 frens..
which is Wilson, Alvin & Mic
honestly...thx for the advice...
i think i noe hw to handle it edy...
i rly very very blur about wat its fren...
lucky wilson, alvin n mic help me up

"Frens" tis word mean alot...
it gav me happy moment...
sad moment...
moment to care others...
disappointed moment...
bt...fren its nt counting like tat...
we should help each others...trust each other...
n nw...
no matter wat...if u chose to angry me or forgive me(although i dun think it will happen easily)
bt...i will stiu try my best to make it...
i rly dun wanna lost u guys n gals...
bt...since u guys din ask me out for drinks...
means u guys dun wanna think of it...dun wanna face it?
or rly dun giv ma chance?

Seriously...if u all rly dun giv me chance..
wat i can do its...took the genting trip pic n refresh my happy memory...

Til nw...i rly hope tat u all can let me noe if i did wrong sumthing or wat...
i rly rly very curious about it...
n dun giv me lousy excuse to fu hin me...
if rly rly dun wanna see me...atleast u email it to me..or anything tat can pass to me...
dun let me die til duno anything...atleast 1 reasonable reason...
thx...

N...enjoy ur trip genting tml...=D

*End

12/12/09 Sick~ ><

1st of all..
i will like to say sry to all~
i din update my blog recently~

hais...
sick again~
flu again~
mind oso sick edy =="

seriously...i dun like tis feel...
tissue everywer...
keep tearing for no reason~ =.="
hate tis hate tis hate tis!!

nvm...gonna rest soon~
nites humans~

*End

9/12/09 awww~ ><

aww man...><
grandma came my hse to overnite for ard 6 days~
which means tat i cant play com til late nite...
lucky afternoon she is nt here...if nt them charm lo~ haha

another sad thing its... my laptop line using wifi nw...n wifi in the hse its like sh*t..=.="
keep on dc dc dc dc n dc...sien jo~
hais...
msn oso cant on~
nid to update new version msn..
bt line keep on dc...unable to dl n install it ><
sien a~
ntg to do...every1 so bz..
bt i feel like super lazy..dun wanna move n do my work..ehehe
assignment a...should be rushing it nw...bt no motivation to do it...sumore m00b nt very gud tis few days...
hais hais hais~

*end

8/12/09 Email from fren(See Saw) 翹翹板

Our life's journey resembles walking on the seesaw.

We have to walk from the beginning of lowest position to the highest position.Every step we took,the next step will be more challenging for us. When we almost reach the peak, we are hard to find a balancing point to be stood steadily. When you deem you are moving to higher position, in fact, you are walking down to the lower position. Afterward, you will discover that you could never stand on the peak that you expect to be. We keep struggling over many times,you know that it's hard for us to stand on the peak because you can't find your own balancing point. One day, you will find out that When you find out the balancing point, it will be the peak of you. 翹翹板 ~~ 暗黑結局 Seesaw~~ negative side If you want to stand on the peak,there's another method to be used. There will be a lot of people support you, the people will be your lover, family , the enemy that defeated by you or so on. 我們不能忘記在翹翹板那一端，為著你登上高峰的理想而犧牲自我的一群人，如果沒有他們在支撐著，也就沒有你今日的成就，...................。 We shouldn't forget the opposite of the seesaw, who help you to move towards the peak. You will not be successful without their support.

5/12/09-6/12/09

05/12/09

Kelvin Lee Yeau Kwan(Monster) geh buftday~
wahahaha....
tat guy sibei you yeng jo o...edit his car til duno wat look edy~ =.="

ytd its his dad buftday n his buftday its on 7 dec...
bt they both celebrate togethere...
he held a party at his hse...
bbq n oso food provided...
bt bbq nt famous ytd nite...oni few gals bbq nia...others all eat ter..haha
btw...lots of alcohol appear ytd nites...
lucky tat i oni drank 1 cup nia...ehehe...
lucky can escape from the monster forcing...muahaha~
Enjoy it well ytd n they all hang ter til 5am =.="
sibei siao 1...><

06/12/09

hmm...again~
hais...as wat u guys n gals can see at the chat log beside >>>>
its full wit ppl chatting...
seriously im happy tat sum1 toking ter...bt those content its nt wat i wanna see...
Sw...Pk...or other...if rly so unhappy then come out yam cha keng...i dun wanna post here n ter...
very ma fan...
come out keng nia...
since tml its ur last day spm then free edy rite?
giv me a time n come out keng..
if no class i sure come d...
if dun wan keng then let the problem ter...
ntg else i can do edy beside tis...

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4/12/09 Wat i can do..?

hmm..okok...u respect me..i noe it..
bt..do u think b4 u let me noe about tis...
i edy dun wanna think...
dun wanna noe about it...
stay away from it...
n u tell me tat u join them about tat...
so?
wat i can do about it..?
it will oni cause n make me sad nia...
like nw...
n after i noe about tat so?
wat is the difference?
is ter any changes?
answer is very obvious rite?

nw i din mean to blame u or wat...
bt i just wan u to noe 1 thing..
if sumthing tat cant change...
no matter u let me noe or not...
wat u do or i do...
there will be no difference...
coz the decision its nt wit us...
so....sumtime duno about it..its beta than noe-ing it...
n sumtime...mayb im pretending...n act i noe all about it...=D

Lastly...if u think u r rite then go for it...
im just 1 of ur fren...or mayb nt for nw~
bt...do wat u like..dun hav to care about me...
since u always say tat..if im sad..think about u..mayb u r sad than me 1000x~
bt nw...haha..tis sentence mayb nt suite for u...its for me to use edy~
so...wish u hav a happy trip then =D

*End

3/12/09 Sick~

Awww....><
atlast...!
the freezer lose to an sickness name flu~
ehehe....
bad feeling nw...
damn tire o~
used lots of tisue...
those skin at nose ter edy red...n very very pain..><

hais...no m00d to type edy...
sry ya...nid to rest nw...

*Ends

1/12/09 No nO NO!

hmm...
tis post is special to all my cousin, unty, n all relativesSS~

Seriously n honestly to let u all noe tat...
I M SINGLE!!

haha...
y i look like dating wit gals meh?
y everytime my cousin keep on ask me "wer is my gf?"
tis sentence rly hurt me...n i stiu force to answer no la(wit smile)

im rly single...gt no gf nw...
bt future i duno la..
bt atleast dun always ask the question to me lo..
will dislike about it...
n sumore i rly dun hav...u ask about it...
its like insulting or looking down of it...
i dislike the question...
n if i gt...i will let u all to noe about it 1...
since my mum oso say nw its the time to meet n join the gal...hahas!

bt...my dad say better dun start nw...wait til i work n manage to earn money...
if nt beta dun start...
coz i will be using parents money to pak tou...

hmm...
i hope can get a gf as well..bt i rly nt a gud bf...
i dun hav the req to be a bf...
i dun hav the time to acompany her...
i dun hav the enuf money to use every month...
i dun hav the energy to care about her...
i duno hw to help her when she nid help...
i duno lots of things tat bf should do...

so i dun think im a gud bf..n so...i dun think i will pak tou tis moment...
so pls dun ask the question again...
THX =D

*End