29/09/09 放手~ let go~

hmm....ytd d weird feeling...
i found out wat is tat...
is the feel tat i miss u...
i stiu havent put down of u...
i will stiu think of u...miss u...
bt fong sam...
i will try my best to hide it...
n learn hw to let it go...=D
seriously...
tat day after bak from roller...
i put down pk n fs jo...
i talk to myself...
i wun go taman yarl after tat...
bt...duno y...my mind n hand cant control...
n i turn to taman yarl ter....n purposely folo the road tat u use to walk bak....
bt very unlucky tat i cant meet u...

today...very suprise...
saw u walking bak home...coz normally is fren fetch d...
bt...since u dun wanna folo car bak then i oso dun wanna force u edy...
my heart rly very pain tat...seeing u n me d distance getting longer n longer...
bt....i stiu hav to do so....face the pain is the oni way...
n tis is wat i gonna learn....
放手~Let go~

Time...
it is a gud teacher....
n i promise tat i will be a gud learner...i gud student...
so pls...
solve it problem for me...
i dun think i can face it anymore...T.T

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28/09/09 Feeling~

wierd feeling...very very weird...
haiz...dun feel like talk about it nw...

Study~
final exam on 2nd week of october...
bt...nw?
stiu playing ard...din concentrade on my study...
few more weeks nia...
opps..should say is few more days...october 2nd week means...
next week ar? @.@
getting blur...
start tam sam about my tis sem d result...
i dun think luck can help much tis sem....
its harder than last sem...
sumore tis sem gt lots of problem happen...
din listen wat lecturer taught in the class....

haiz...sry for making college dude tam sam me....
i wont disappointed u all once again....
haha...tis is positive side d mi...
bt negative then...
haiz...hope i wun la...bt i gt no confident edy...
especially my QM subject...
the test result rly destroy all my confident....><

haiz....hav to think a way to study...
my own study way!
any suggestion?? XD

k la...nitez humans...=X

27/09/09 Sorry~

1st of all...
Happy buftday to yi kei =D
ehehe....i rmb my b'day tat time u gt celebrate wit me oso...stiu gt keep tat card...haha
bt very sry o...today was helping dad doin sumthing...
so sorry~

beside tat...

-fs
sorry about telling u the wrong time...><
bt act i wanna go oso d...
wat i can say is....rly very sorry...
bt atlast we went yam cha wit her oso rite?
n so big d present o...XD

-dav
sorry about scolding u...i dun mean tat...
u get wat i mean rite?
act...yea i admit...when i gt anything...i will tell u...coz i rly make u as my fren...
1 of my very very best fren...
n so...when i face any problem...
happy or unhappy...i oso will tell u...=X
n sorry tat scolding u today...sry ><

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26/09/09 Email~

here are sumthing i wanna share wit u all....get it from 1 of my fren d mail~

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

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Being happy is the priority of living,
If u wanna be sad,
Be sad 4 something thats worth it.
珍惜你所擁有的，慶幸所曾發生的。
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24/09/09 Break Record~ =X

Hm...duno hw to start...
start it positive? @.@
or start it wit haiz...? ><
hmm....haiz beta =X

Haiz...A nice n gud record just break by me today...
1st time get single digit in my test~
SINGLE DIGIT~ =D
n its over 100...
#$$%@#$%@#$!@#%#%$@^%#$!@$^%@#&^#^

Very depress...
bt lucky tat its oni 25 marks in my final...
n lucky tat i did well in my assignment...score 78 over 100 =D
so nw i gt 20+ mark over 100 in my final...
n wat i hav to do is...off my internet nw...
go my laptop tat witout internet n read all slides...
then do the revision...
its a must to score 40+ over 100 at my final...if nt i gonna fail tis subject...
Haiz...maths a...my favourite subject...hw can i fail so bad...><

Btw...hav to say sumthing to wilson here...
although i noe tat u are steping me today while toking to kavi...
bt thx to it...i will study hard to let u see tat i manage to score in it...
just open ur eye bigger...coz its small nw =X
n see wat will i get in my final exam!
i wun make u disappointed...trust me...

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23/09/09 New Frens~

hmm...b4 i start...i would like to say thx to a gal...although she din read my blog..bt nvm =D
her name is..sally
she sms n chat wit me on ytd nite...n lots of problem were listed down...
n thx for listing those problem...i will try my best to change it..bt i nid time ><
hope u can wait la...ehehe

Story of the day...
Wilson bring me to a b'day party tonite...
meet lots of fren...
they are funny...cool...smart...joker n so on~
n learn few things ter...=D
especially hw to enjoy a party...ehehe

Thx to wilson for bringing me ter...hope ter are more similar party coming soon..woohoo~
bt bt bt...final exam is ard the corner...><
sibei sked o...tis sem i learn ntg...always dreaming at class...
din concentrade at all...
n lots of problem happen...cant concentrade at all...
nw very charm o....especially QM...i mean final maths n sinking fun tat part...
i rly duno hw to do...
haiz...hope quan can teach me...><

bt nvm la...dun let it spoile my mood...
just enjoy for tis raya...when finish raya oni start revision~ =X
(Hope i can keep my promise about starting the revision n nt keep on postpone it...muahaha)

Lastly...refresh bak wat i did whole day...
hmm...slp..makan...dota...party..meet new frens...XD
Its fun today...thx to Dav & FS for dota wit me...
thx to Wilson for bringing me to a party...

20/09/09 Miss eu~

All of sudden...i miss u...
rly very miss u...
although i can see u on9...can sms u...can call u...
bt i dun dare to talk wit u anymore...
wat i can do is...miss u at a side...
hiding my feeling...n wish u will happy always...
smile always...although u think tat is hard...
i will try my best to ask other to make u happy...care about u...
bt i wun do tat to u anymore...
i wun disturb u anymore...

Went yamcha wit cousin just nw...
n saw a aeroplane at the sky...
my cousin say tat...the aeroplane its small...can cover it by just a hand...or even just a finger...
from anoter side of view...we are just small like tat as well..
we are just a tiny human tat live on the earth...
n we wun noe wat will happen to us tml...
mayb will be sumthing like final destination...die suddenly? hu noes? hu cares?
so...pls appreciate wat u hav nw...
appreciate ur family members...
ur frens...ur buddies...ur pets...n so~

n it oso remind tat...she is just 1 of the gal among all human on the earth...
she is just a normal gal as other...
bt y so hard to put it down...?
haha...lots of ppl scolding me stupid rite nw...><
bt...thx to Dav , Elle n Wilson for scolding me....=D
enjoy being scold by them...it show tat they care about me XD

Lastly...thx for scolding me dude...i will try my best to put it down...
i will try my best to stop letting u guys to scold me anymore...muahaha =D

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