成长中~

tik tok tik tok tik tok~
every second is passing now..
and im growing day by day...
hair also getting longer and longer...
3weeks edy...
and its useless for me to continue doing this...
why not i put down everything, and try my best to find back myself??
我想為自己找一個藉口，一個讓自己停下來的藉口.....
不願別人看見自己的傷口，不想讓自己周圍的人但心，不想讓別人同情自己..
没有人会真的帮我的..除了真心的好友..但是不多...

its enough..
no point still being so emo..
its time to find back myself..
that hyperactive.. talk active... super lamer...
what else? @@?!
haha.. dun care la..
its time to be back to myself and continue my path~ =)
but of course..
my changing will never stop..
i will still continue change my attitude and outlook as well..

The reason why i want to change is because...
the same problem happens for two times...
i think its not their fault.. its my fault...
if not why the same problem happen to me again?
so, after so many nites of figuring...
i guess i know whats the problem already.. and im gonna change it..=)

recently keep on repeating an old song
安静 - Jay Chou
have a try of it.. its like singing my mood now...
and of course.. not only jay chou..
Danson Tang's new album also very good in healing my broken heart! =D
music do reminds me of her.. but it also the best things to heal it up..
atleast i dare to listen those music which is related to her now..
and i able to control my tears edy! teeehheeee~ =)

aww...everyone starting they college, skul and work...
but i still having 1 week holidays.... damn sienx neh~ ><
any plan ma? i dun wanna stay at home alone! T.T
please bring me out~ xP