24/12/09-27/12/09 LONG Story~ =D

LOLOLOLOLOLOL~
long story for tis few days...
bz til no time to online oso~ XD
too syok edy~

Story for 24th~(X'mas Eve)

Hm..had dinner at shogun~
parents 21 years wedding aniversary...
grats my daddy n mummy =D
bt tat nite d dinner nt worth la~ rm78.20 per person ler~ ><
so exp =.="
hmm...after tat dinner...went to new clubbing...OPERA~
with angie, kaling, weili, kah han, kelvin, chi qin & Soongkit...
too bad that opera ter gt no place...
although kelvin book edy...
bt stiu full..no place for us~ T_T
so we change plan n went to cocobanana~ =D
nice place...nice song...nice enviroment...bt ppl nt nice~ ><
ppl at ter d attitude nt gud...
dislike it...=X
bt...rly very enjoy tat nite...
count down at ter til 12+ then i ciao edy... those gang play til 3+...=.="
siao d~ XD

Picture for the day =DTempura Prawn~ =D

Me & Wei Li

Pro soong kit~ XD

Me & Angie

mi..CQ..Kelvin..KH..SK~

Me..Weili..Angie

Me & Kelvin

Sk & Kelvin

Story 25th X'mas~ =D

lol..went to genting tis day...
parents gt concert tat nite...duno hu liao
the unty hu sing "上海滩"
they said nt bad...imba concert~
then me a..went to shopping a...buy present for angie n other ppl lo~ =D
din go theme park...><
while at nite tat time...shopping at First world..
saw tis funny santa claus~ XD
act he is oni 1 person nia...the real top n santa claus d btm...
make til very real o~ especially he walk tat time...whole body shaking d~XD

Story for 26th..an Zhu buftday~ XD

Happy buftday to angie once again =D
tai kor lui jo la~ haha
hmm...went her hse ard 9.30
with kelvin,soong,cq,luji, weili and albert...
gav her a suprise party...
then went to sumwer near bangsar village ter yam cha...
bt reach ter edy..duno y suddenly change place...
come bak to 3 mile square ter d pappa rich yam cha n cut cake =D
Enjoy it very well...

An zhu holding cake =D

Story for 27th Bro buftday

Today is my bro (Jian Wei) d buftday...
wish him sang sheng abit lo...
n happy n stay cool n leng zhai forever la~ XD

had lunch wit him today...
then rush home cut cake...
then he went out...
then i rush assignment..
then used 3 hours to finish 50%..
then ask permision from parents to go PD tml n bak at tuesday...
then they dun let..
then i spam ask...
then ok jo..
then tml goin PD lo..Woots~ XD

Then gudnite...
then sweet dream...
then see u all on tuesday...
then wanna say...sry...so long oni write here...

*End

23/12/09 Snow at M'sia O_O

woohoo...pavilion 8pm!
snow at malaysia!
LOL~
act its just sum bubble nia la...bt very alike =D
go n hav a look...
lots of ppl taking photo ter...

nice view ^^Family pic

here are sum pic my family n i =DChristmas tree~ =D

ice kacang wit mango =D
Yummy~

*End

22/12/09 冬至节快乐~

Today...
6.30AM...
wake up wit my tire body...
tire eye..
tire mind...XP
after brush teeth n wash face..
went to help mum make "tong yuen" 团圆....

团圆的意义是 ： 一家团圆不管有认和不愉快的事我们都是一家人
reunion mean : is whatever who make unhappy we still is a one's family !!!!

ehehe...its cute...
mostly is while colour d...
bt there is 1 kind of powder to make it turn red...
or u can use pandan leaf to make the pandan juice then pour in the floor...then it will be green =D

love tis desert very very much!
especially my mum's style..
coz she will put a small piece of gula melaka in it...
so when u bite it tat time...
those gula melaka juices will come out from it...
LOL~
saliva out again...too bad tat i finish it just nw...
nw wanna eat again~ MUAHAHA
nice taste =D

*End

21/12/09 Sianz~

holiday again~ +.+
every 1 wish to hav holiday...
bt i don't..
it is just giving me more time to relax n rest...
bt i dun nid it..!
i prefer to go college...chatting ter...
learning ter..
having fun wit my "matey"~(word from the pro Quan) XD
rly rly no motivation to do any things nw...
lots of assignment...
bt din even start a single word..! ><
charm lo charm lo~
hais~

tml eat "tong yuen" =D
1 of my favourite desert..ehehe
bt hav to wake up ard 6.30 to help my mum prepare...then make it..then sembahyang...
blablablabla~ ;P
so...hav to slp nw..sked tml cant wake up~ XP

Nitez...=D

19/12/09 Working at PM~ =P

lol~
tonite hav to distribute fliers at pasar malam near my hse...
it sounds easy rite?
ard 400+ nia...
bt i use ard 1hr++ to finish it...
every1 walking at ter nt willing to take d~ T_T
wasting my time~
atlast~ limbeh decide to distribute to cars...
atleast they wun reject from me~ XD
bt...those car parking at sum place very skery...
place wit no light...n sibei quiet d~
alone walking under the dark sky...
it make me feels more lonely~
hais~
nvm la...tis is me wat...
representer of sian n lonely~ ^^
sian jo lo~ ehehe
long time din say tis sentence edy...

bak to the topic...
tonite walk n distribute til so senfu oni earn rm25+
bt i think worth it oso rite?
since outside working oni rm4 or 5 ++
tis 1 ard 1hr+ gt rm20+ edy...
sounds earsier oso...ehehe
bt...rly very tire~ x.x
long time din exercise like tat edy~

*End

18/12/09 Email~

sharing a email from fren~

七个对不起，让你懂得什么

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却 是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩 说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长 着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那 么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起， 我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。



大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委 屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩 都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡 梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。



婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不 像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有 一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。


渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总 会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一 个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会 回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。



女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的 观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己 的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子 上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫 喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎 么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再 为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄 得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......



看了有什麽感觸嗎?
心疼?
傷心?
我对你也是其中一种。。请你原谅我。。

15/12/09 Fren~

definition of fren i edy post b4..
n i wun repeat to post it again...go search for it =D

tonite...went out yam cha wit 3 frens..
which is Wilson, Alvin & Mic
honestly...thx for the advice...
i think i noe hw to handle it edy...
i rly very very blur about wat its fren...
lucky wilson, alvin n mic help me up

"Frens" tis word mean alot...
it gav me happy moment...
sad moment...
moment to care others...
disappointed moment...
bt...fren its nt counting like tat...
we should help each others...trust each other...
n nw...
no matter wat...if u chose to angry me or forgive me(although i dun think it will happen easily)
bt...i will stiu try my best to make it...
i rly dun wanna lost u guys n gals...
bt...since u guys din ask me out for drinks...
means u guys dun wanna think of it...dun wanna face it?
or rly dun giv ma chance?

Seriously...if u all rly dun giv me chance..
wat i can do its...took the genting trip pic n refresh my happy memory...

Til nw...i rly hope tat u all can let me noe if i did wrong sumthing or wat...
i rly rly very curious about it...
n dun giv me lousy excuse to fu hin me...
if rly rly dun wanna see me...atleast u email it to me..or anything tat can pass to me...
dun let me die til duno anything...atleast 1 reasonable reason...
thx...

N...enjoy ur trip genting tml...=D

*End

12/12/09 Sick~ ><

1st of all..
i will like to say sry to all~
i din update my blog recently~

hais...
sick again~
flu again~
mind oso sick edy =="

seriously...i dun like tis feel...
tissue everywer...
keep tearing for no reason~ =.="
hate tis hate tis hate tis!!

nvm...gonna rest soon~
nites humans~

*End

9/12/09 awww~ ><

aww man...><
grandma came my hse to overnite for ard 6 days~
which means tat i cant play com til late nite...
lucky afternoon she is nt here...if nt them charm lo~ haha

another sad thing its... my laptop line using wifi nw...n wifi in the hse its like sh*t..=.="
keep on dc dc dc dc n dc...sien jo~
hais...
msn oso cant on~
nid to update new version msn..
bt line keep on dc...unable to dl n install it ><
sien a~
ntg to do...every1 so bz..
bt i feel like super lazy..dun wanna move n do my work..ehehe
assignment a...should be rushing it nw...bt no motivation to do it...sumore m00b nt very gud tis few days...
hais hais hais~

*end

8/12/09 Email from fren(See Saw) 翹翹板

Our life's journey resembles walking on the seesaw.

We have to walk from the beginning of lowest position to the highest position.Every step we took,the next step will be more challenging for us. When we almost reach the peak, we are hard to find a balancing point to be stood steadily. When you deem you are moving to higher position, in fact, you are walking down to the lower position. Afterward, you will discover that you could never stand on the peak that you expect to be. We keep struggling over many times,you know that it's hard for us to stand on the peak because you can't find your own balancing point. One day, you will find out that When you find out the balancing point, it will be the peak of you. 翹翹板 ~~ 暗黑結局 Seesaw~~ negative side If you want to stand on the peak,there's another method to be used. There will be a lot of people support you, the people will be your lover, family , the enemy that defeated by you or so on. 我們不能忘記在翹翹板那一端，為著你登上高峰的理想而犧牲自我的一群人，如果沒有他們在支撐著，也就沒有你今日的成就，...................。 We shouldn't forget the opposite of the seesaw, who help you to move towards the peak. You will not be successful without their support.

5/12/09-6/12/09

05/12/09

Kelvin Lee Yeau Kwan(Monster) geh buftday~
wahahaha....
tat guy sibei you yeng jo o...edit his car til duno wat look edy~ =.="

ytd its his dad buftday n his buftday its on 7 dec...
bt they both celebrate togethere...
he held a party at his hse...
bbq n oso food provided...
bt bbq nt famous ytd nite...oni few gals bbq nia...others all eat ter..haha
btw...lots of alcohol appear ytd nites...
lucky tat i oni drank 1 cup nia...ehehe...
lucky can escape from the monster forcing...muahaha~
Enjoy it well ytd n they all hang ter til 5am =.="
sibei siao 1...><

06/12/09

hmm...again~
hais...as wat u guys n gals can see at the chat log beside >>>>
its full wit ppl chatting...
seriously im happy tat sum1 toking ter...bt those content its nt wat i wanna see...
Sw...Pk...or other...if rly so unhappy then come out yam cha keng...i dun wanna post here n ter...
very ma fan...
come out keng nia...
since tml its ur last day spm then free edy rite?
giv me a time n come out keng..
if no class i sure come d...
if dun wan keng then let the problem ter...
ntg else i can do edy beside tis...

*End

4/12/09 Wat i can do..?

hmm..okok...u respect me..i noe it..
bt..do u think b4 u let me noe about tis...
i edy dun wanna think...
dun wanna noe about it...
stay away from it...
n u tell me tat u join them about tat...
so?
wat i can do about it..?
it will oni cause n make me sad nia...
like nw...
n after i noe about tat so?
wat is the difference?
is ter any changes?
answer is very obvious rite?

nw i din mean to blame u or wat...
bt i just wan u to noe 1 thing..
if sumthing tat cant change...
no matter u let me noe or not...
wat u do or i do...
there will be no difference...
coz the decision its nt wit us...
so....sumtime duno about it..its beta than noe-ing it...
n sumtime...mayb im pretending...n act i noe all about it...=D

Lastly...if u think u r rite then go for it...
im just 1 of ur fren...or mayb nt for nw~
bt...do wat u like..dun hav to care about me...
since u always say tat..if im sad..think about u..mayb u r sad than me 1000x~
bt nw...haha..tis sentence mayb nt suite for u...its for me to use edy~
so...wish u hav a happy trip then =D

*End

3/12/09 Sick~

Awww....><
atlast...!
the freezer lose to an sickness name flu~
ehehe....
bad feeling nw...
damn tire o~
used lots of tisue...
those skin at nose ter edy red...n very very pain..><

hais...no m00d to type edy...
sry ya...nid to rest nw...

*Ends

1/12/09 No nO NO!

hmm...
tis post is special to all my cousin, unty, n all relativesSS~

Seriously n honestly to let u all noe tat...
I M SINGLE!!

haha...
y i look like dating wit gals meh?
y everytime my cousin keep on ask me "wer is my gf?"
tis sentence rly hurt me...n i stiu force to answer no la(wit smile)

im rly single...gt no gf nw...
bt future i duno la..
bt atleast dun always ask the question to me lo..
will dislike about it...
n sumore i rly dun hav...u ask about it...
its like insulting or looking down of it...
i dislike the question...
n if i gt...i will let u all to noe about it 1...
since my mum oso say nw its the time to meet n join the gal...hahas!

bt...my dad say better dun start nw...wait til i work n manage to earn money...
if nt beta dun start...
coz i will be using parents money to pak tou...

hmm...
i hope can get a gf as well..bt i rly nt a gud bf...
i dun hav the req to be a bf...
i dun hav the time to acompany her...
i dun hav the enuf money to use every month...
i dun hav the energy to care about her...
i duno hw to help her when she nid help...
i duno lots of things tat bf should do...

so i dun think im a gud bf..n so...i dun think i will pak tou tis moment...
so pls dun ask the question again...
THX =D

*End

29/11/09 hais~

sry guys n gals...
i gt no mood to tell story about ytd open hse party...

sad story happen today...
1 sweet n lovely couple...
ehkem...1st of all..i nid to mention!
It is nt mi!
i just dun feel like tell out their name...
hais...
i should stop him when he say tat case...
i shouldn't help him to bluff...
i shall bertanggungjawab abit...

nw...wat i see is..
1 pair of sweet sweet couple r goin to break...
n they stiu facing their spm nw..
n the guy say can he can skip his spm to prove tat he like her so much...
bt for me...even if he can prove then so hw?
things can change?
when it happen edy...then u should think a solution to solve it...
bt nt doin sumthing stupid tat will make it go worse~
hais...rly no idea on hw to help him edy...
bt its very waste n sam tong to see both of them break up...
hais...pity them...any solution or ways to help him?
pls giv sum idea...as fren for both of them..if can i sure try my best to help d...
pls..pls..pls...i beg all of u guys n gals..giv me sum idea to help them...><

*end

26/11/09 Time~

Wah...
time pass so fast? @.@
suddenly...its november nao~
lol..din reliase about it...
hmm...suddenly...1 of my college mate told me...
witout reliasing about anything...
suddenly...all of us together study for 11months edy~
lol..11months edy?
haha...seriously...
in tis few months...
meet lots of things...
lots of problem...n lots of sad n happy moment...=D
n learn lots of things as well..
learn hw to put down..
learn hw to face the problem...
learn hw to think sumthing out of the box n present it out in class~ XD
learn hw to face ppl tat dislike me...
learn hw to bla bla bla~
haha...lazy to type 1by1...

Btw...rly nid to thx to u guys...
teaches me tat fren is quality...nt quatity...
u guys rly disappointed me...n i wun care about it anymore since u dun giv a damn abit it rite? haha...=D
n 1 thing...tis blog is published for almost 3months edy...woot! =D
haha...
sincerely...
thx to fs...eve...wilson..n sum other reader =D
sry tat i din name u..coz u din post at my wall or let me noe about it..ehehe..sry ya~ =P

*End

24/11/09 *Stun* then *sad*

after the accident...
parents bring me to see (chai gong)
hmm..its is 1 of the god gua..i nt very sure about it too..

hmm..when i reach in the room...
he see my name...n oso the time i born out..
then start say jo~

sibei zun d is..
i din say anything bt he edy noe tat i had an accident recently...
n he say everything was damn zun!

bt wat i curious n wondering is...
he said tat tis accident was small kes...
coming on chinese calender...d nov...
there will be a bigger accident..
which means...nov will be very dangerous for me...
no matter driving or wat...

hais...
stiu gt plan for twilight...bt nw..
i guess im nt goin anywer...
even christmas...
HAIS~

*end

23/11/09 Reminder for all boys~

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

　　
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，

她会很骄傲，

她会很冷淡，

她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?

　　
请你张开你的耳朵，

也请你打开你的心，

去听她心里真正的呼唤，

而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

21/11/09 Unlucky~

n0t in the mood to write post..
i mak it short...

bang by a motor..
me n car ntg..
bt he went to hospital..
stomach pain..
nt sure wat happen yet..
waiting for his X-ray...

very guilty nw...
down~
depress~
moodless~
giv me sum time pls..i dun wan any comment or things..
let me alone to think...
thx

20/11/09 My Hair~ T_T

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww....man...T_T
i miz my hair badly~

seriously...
after i cut my hair...
it looks very different...
even the doctor tat i acompany my mum went...
she oso cant recognise me after i cut my hair~
ZZZZ....look at the mirror~
those hair tat cover my eye~
ITS GONE!!~

sob...><
sumore my bak ter...a V O.O"
lol? looks very unique~
bt...seriously...if infront ter din cut then it should be very nice d...
hais...bt nw...all gone~
looks like a sor zhai nw~
or mayb is very dao kei edy~ ><
bt nvm la...enjoy looking other laugh when they see my hair~ XD
hmm...ter r sum picS i took~
Hope u guys n gals enjoy n will laugh when see it =D

Btw..beside ter... went 2012 ATLAST!!
lol..ticket almost sold out again..sibei lucky tis time... XD
went wit lu ji, wei li, an zhu, frog n bert bert~
nice movie~
its beta than titanic for sure!
no wonder it cause gsc website down~ XD

Before cut..After cut~
(infront)After cut~
(bak)

16/11/09-18/11/09 Sorry~

1st of all...
i would like to say sry to all my reader..><
sorry tat i din post any post for few days...

hmm...story for 16 nov~ =D

went ts wit kah han angie n lu ji...ehehe
such a fun day man...
well..we plan to watch 2012...the most famous movie n make til gsc website down for 4 days d 2012!
haha...bt!!
too bad...when we reach ter oni tell us tat ticket is out of order!
@#%#!#$
hais...damn unlucky ler...
then the gal working at gsc d intro us to watch "the box"..
a...should be skery d movie..bt its nt skery at all n boring story line...=.="
hmm...lucky tat ng n luyi was ter...they both are very funny...
see carefully..."funny" XD
hmm..after movie we went dinner togethere too...
its fun to be wit them...enjoy it very very well...
hope to hav tat very soon again ^_^b

story for 17 nov...
went to cut my hair~
cut until like wearing a shit on top of my hair...
sibei funny...
sumore 1 of my class mate ask me..."izit bite by dog?"
ZZZZ.....im doin long term business...
vision look further pls...nw nt nice...
bt i confirm when it grow longer edy...i confirm it will be very zun n nice =D
haha...

story for today uh?
hmm..hav to think sumthing special for my business enviroment...
a blue ocean strategy? ><
IDEA WANTED!!! XD

hmm.lastly...
SPM start today...
gud luck to all SPM candidates...
wei,fs,sw,qw,sally,kw,pk n all of u guys n gals!
JIA YOU~! =D

*End

14/11/09 2012!! ><

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAawwwwwwwwwwww~ =.="
*Screaming* *Shouting*
Zzz...2012 is out for few days edy...
college frens edy watch it for few times...
especially tat siao kia...(wilson)
he watch it twice edy...
bt tml he gonna go for it again wit his family =.="
sibei sot d...
although he dun belif of 2012...bt he watch it for so many times..~ AAWWWW~
sumore lots of ppl keep on comment tat tis is the best movie ever~!
i wanna go a~ T_T

Any1 willing to acompany me to go for tis extremely great movie? ><
sob man...seriously!
im gonna watch tis movie on monday...
any1 hu wanna go on monday pls contact me~ =D

*End

11/11/09 WAH! O_O!

lolz...see the eye of my post? O_O!
its show tat i saw sumthing tat make my eye become O_O!
haha...
hmm...went to 1 of my fren house today...
his hse arrrrrrrrrrrr soooooooooo dammmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnn biiiiiiiiiiiiggggggg!
O_O!

hmm...lazy explain lots of things...
just say about his room...
those gundam tat he make himself inside the room..
i guess gt more than 100+!
each of it cost ard RM300-500...
n he bought 2 cupboard to put those gundam....
its nice...gundam collection uh~ XD

his hse damn big man...the tv at living room gt ard 50+ inch~ =.="
then the tv on the 2nd floor gt ard 40+ inch~
O_O!!

when u step in to his hse...
i confirm u gt same mind wit me...
"can i walk ard ur hse n visit every single side of it?"
haha....

hmm...here 2 pic ard his hse~
enjoy it =D

living room tv
its almost longer than hadrian's hand~ =.="the big ship~ XD

10/11/09 *Yawn*

hais...gt new plan...
planning to cut my hair off...
hmm i mean oni infront those long long d...
its very mafan...when wind blow from other side...
those hair touch my nose tat time a...
feel very itchy..n keep on ah cu ah cu~ =.="
sumore cant push it up...
after make jagung edy a..all auto drop down d...
n nt nice oso....very watak~ =P

guys n gals...any suggestion? ><
strongly disagree to cut botak..dun suggest tat pls =.="

hmm...act ter is a reason tat motivate me to cut it off...
my parents~
they keep on say nt nice nt nice...
m00d gud oso let them make til nt song jo...
hais...nvm la...just cut it off...bak to the guai zai look~ XD

*End

7/11/09 1st time go library borrow book~ @.@

haha...
its nt joking...
the talkactive...annoying....bzbody....guy
n atlast...he went to the library~
then took 1 book out of million...
n lent it from the library~
haha...hmm..its a book about e-commerce...
trying to improve tis subject...
hmm...ter are 2 reason...
1st will be...trying to get gud result in my individual assignment~
2nd is...trying to gain more knowledge n challenge the lecturer =P
haha...its quite imposible...
bt...try my best lo~ =D

Besides tat...happy buftday to my unty yoke~ =D
her buftsay is seven eleven...bt terbalik it..haha
pic wit cousin ter...
will upload it soon when i get it...=]

hmm...refering to the last post...
the reason of no mood...
i dun think i will tell it out...
act gt 2 d...
bt 1 is embrassing...
1 is shouldn't n cant tell out...
so..sry la...><

*End

4/10/09 happy day end wit sad mood

hmm..ntg much happen today....
starting was happy...meet 1 last sem lecturer...
she teaching me business enviroment tis sem....

hmm...act i got no mood to tok about anything rite nw...
giv me sum rest...sum time...
serious~ i nid to clam down myself...
sry if i mad at u in tis future few days...
rly sry...
n try to avoid toking or see me...

thx...

03/10/09 Disappointed

hais...
1st day of my new semester~
meet 2 new lecturer....
hmm...both d 1st impression oso nt gud...seriously~ nt gud!!
1 is...short n look abit down down d...
keep on promoting the college...even the pro (quan) oso say his class sian~
n another thing is...we hav to off our fone in his class...cant answer or sms....n he said he edy rampas 5 student d fone...skery sia...
hais....
while the 2nd lecturer..
hmm...he is....hmm...very serious while teaching...
bt ho...he allow us to use our fone o...
coz sked gt any emergency...
both lecturer looks different...bt both oso very sian...
same style d...toking lots of not related to class d rubbish =.="

hais....tml gonna meet neena again...
wondering hw she teach us...XD
tis time she will be teaching us business enviroment uh...
sound very hard subject...haha

Lastly...tis sem d 3 subject...
3 of them are hard...its harder compare to last sem..
n those lecturer getting lazy...
so we hav to do our research by ourself....
sad sad...><

*End

02/10/09 Movie =D

lol...b4 i start for today...
i wanna wish grats to my uncle! =D
he shift from puchong to sumwer near my hse~
woot! anoter place to hang edy...haha
btw its a tire day...
went to help him to shift things from old hse to new hse...
1 big lorry~ =.="
haha...bt enjoy doin tat...
like to be in a group...n hav fun togethere...
miz tis feeling from long time ago...=P

kk...story end for ytd...
Story for today...
hmm...
went sunway watch movie with anoter cousin(gib & susan)
beside 2 of them~
sw qw kw pk n sally oso came...
we watch jeniffer's body togethere...
hmm....rating for tat is...4/5
its nt tat skery act...bt those sound system were nice! XD
n sally sat beside me...enjoy to see those expession from her when she was sked by the movie XD!!!
btw...gt 1 part...she sked til hugging kw if i nt wrong...haha!
beside here...my cousin susan oso sked til using her hand to cover the eye...
lol~ gal memang is no balls...XP~
hmm...bt for me n gib...tat movie was just a funny movie~
haha...the reason i say its funny coz can see those gal kena sked for ntg...HAHA!

hmm...beside watching them n movie...
i notice sumthing...
sumthing tat different from last time....
bt...wat i can say its....
爱到最后。。你还是你。。但我就不是以前的我。。。
haha...which means tat...when love go til then end...u r stiu the same u...bt im nt the me in the past..
haha...sry a...english nt gud ><

beside tat...between me n others...
sum feeling was gone too...
sum feel tat make me tok..make me care of them...make me go to them...make me wanna meet them....n few more...
its gone~
mayb time edy solve it for me...
bt suddenly...i miss tat feel...
suddenly...i wan it bak...
no matter hw they treat me or make me...
i prefer to kena hurt more n more...
i just wanna be bak fren like we use to be...

hais...its enuf for today...
tml 1st day for my 3rd sem...ehehe...
refresh bak to the 1st day i go college...n nw...
haha...different alot edy...
my tail oso come out edy...haha!!
duno la...hmm...wish my gudluck for tis sem bah...
n i rmb my promise...
tis sem d result muz beta than quan!
arrghh! nid to study hard edy...
n im nt joking for tis time...dun laugh =.="
quan...u wait n see...i sure score beta than u in tis sem...
i wun let u disappointed anymore!
same to u wilson =D

*End

31/10/09 Movie wit cousin~

Woot!
at last...used the free movie ticket tat uncle gav me~
was very fan few days ago on hw to use it...bt atlast today used it edy =D
went movie with cousin ( JC, Kenny, nick n his gf)
we watched poker king...
louis koo looks very cute in tat movie~ XD
1 funny movie~ enjoy it well =D
rating - 4/5

hmm...after movie then receive a call from dad
ask to dinner togethere at steamboat name yuan~
its opposite sunway...nice place to eat...intro b4 last month~
but when we reach ter...its full wit ppl =.="
moutain ppl moutain see~ haha...
GG sentence from kenny~ =D
after few min of thinking~
we decide to go anoter steamboat shop n eat =D

aiks~ after finish dinner oni notice~
tat shop taste sux =.="
shouldn't change~ ><

Btw...its late edy...hav to stop here...
nite humans =D

*End

30/10/09 Email~

hmm...a nice n meaningful email from my dad...
lets enjoy it...n sry for those banana ><

記住 anger ( 發怒 ) 與 danger ( 危險) 只差一個字

別看少這一個字

它會影響我們這份職業、甚至人際關係

正所謂「禍從口出…」


專家講:

「人，面對外人時，

總是可以表現得雍容大肚、心平氣和，

但面對自己最親近的家人，

卻往往一點小事就足以皺起眉頭，

甚至出言相傷。」



正如你永遠只對你最愛、最親的人生氣

你會對住你上司、老板生氣嗎 ?



如果形容人類是一種

「出門高E.Q ，回家低E..Q 」的動物，

我想一點兒也不誇張，

多拿出一點耐心與包容給家人吧！

否則您自己也不會快樂，不是嗎？


曾在報上看過

英文中的stressed （壓力），與 desserts （甜點）兩字，

有很微妙的相關。是什麼相關呢？

仔細一瞧，好像沒什麼關係嘛！



可是，再看一下，咦，

stressed 這個字從後面倒過來拼寫，不就是 desserts 嗎？



所以，「Stressed is just desserts if you can reverse. 」

（壓力就是甜點，只要你能逆向觀看。）



哈，這真是有趣的妙論呀！

人生之中，有許多「壓力、挫折」，

但只要轉個念、換個角度看，

它也就是我們生命中的「甜點」呀！




此外，也有人說：

「人生就像一碗飯，一半是甜的，一半是苦的，

你不知道會先吃到哪一邊，但終究必須把飯吃完。」




是呀，生命有甜、有苦、有酸、也有辣；

但都必須去經歷它、走過它呀！




有一個小學老師在偏遠的鄉里教書，

這天，他來到自己班上的教室，

問班上的小朋友：「你們大家有沒有討厭的人啊?」

小朋友們想了想，有的未作聲，有的則猛力地點點頭。



老師接著便發給每人一個袋子，說：

「我們來玩一個遊戲。現在大家想想看，過去這一週，

曾有那些人得罪過你，他到底做了怎麼樣可惡的事，

想到後，就利用放學時間到河邊去找一塊石頭，

把他的名字給用小紙條貼在石頭上。如果他實在很過份，

你就找一塊大一點的石頭，如果他的錯是小錯，

你就找一塊小一點的石頭。

每天把戰利品用袋子裝到學校來給老師看哦！」



學生們感到非常有趣且新鮮，

放學後，每個人都搶著到河邊去找石頭。

第二天一早，

大家都把裝著從河邊撿來的鵝卵石的袋子帶到學校來，

興高采烈地討論著。

一天過去了，兩天過去了，三天過去了......

有的人的袋子越裝越大，幾乎成了負擔。



終於，

有人提出了抗議「老師，好累喔......」

老師笑了笑沒說話， 立刻又有人接著喊：

「對啊! 每天背著這些石頭來上課, 好累喔! 」

這時，老師終於開口了，

她笑著說：「那就放下這些代表著別人過犯的石頭吧!」

孩子們有些訝異，


老師又接著講：

「學習寬恕別人的過犯 ，

不要把它當寶一樣的記在心上，扛在肩上，

時間久了，任誰也受不了......」




這個星期，這班的同學上到了人生中極寶貴的一課。

袋裡裝入越多、越大的「石頭」，

心中存留越多、越深的仇恨，

所造成的負擔就越重。



假如你有寫上我名字的石頭

你應當知道該怎樣做了吧！




我很喜歡一句名諺：

「寬恕人的過失，便是自己的榮耀。」

懂得「放下」，何等自在。



請不吝分享，或許今天正有人需要它！



相愛容易相處難，婚姻與戀愛最大的不同，

就是「戀愛看的是對方的優點」，

而「婚姻卻是要包容對方的缺點」。


Made with ... 緣份是找到包容你的人


用心過好每一天．相信每天都是美好的一天 ；


好運會降臨在樂觀開朗的人身上！

26/10/09 Goo Kar's B'day =D

lol...as usual...anoter bufday boy is here again~ XD
went lots of bufday party uh...? haha...
hmm tis time...tis boy was 1 of my best fren from form 2 til nw...its nt a short period...
we did argue...did betray each other b4....n lots of things...
bt at last...we stiu can be gud fren like nw...
its counted as fren tat can share everything...
he is kind...shy...handsome..n emotional~ ehehe...
its his b'day ytd...bt...sry tat i hav to stay at home n prepare ur b'day party...so din went out wit u ytd...><

ehkem...the plan for his b'day is...
me soong kit n chi qin...went kesas ter buy satay bak...
then rush to kuchai ter d kfc n pizza...n buy pizza n those tasty chicken...
lucky tat we hav anoter group of frens buying cake n drinks...
if nt we confirm nt enuf time to prepare it....thx for the help =D
haha...although we say like edy bought alot food...bt act nt enuf for us to eat...><
n atlast...gk's mum sponsor 2 L pizza sumore~ woots!! XP

after eating everything...
we went in to his k room...on sum clubbing music...
then all get high n dance... =.="
bt of course gk sponsor sum beer to make them high~
n as usual....i din touch those beer again...haha...seriously~ im a gud boy tat wun drink beer...MUAHAHA!

Story for ytd END~ happy nite...

Continue for today..!
went timesquare wit kah han, pao zheng, albert n goo kar sing k...
lol..! suprisingly tat albert sang sum rock n roll song...n he rap =.=
although sum we dun understand...bt he manage to rap few song...
after sing k...chi qin n carol come n meet us...
then went for a movie...
its cloudy wit a meatball~ hmm rating for tat movie is 3/5..
counted as nt bad la..quite funny...
n sumore we watch 3D o...those spec so yeng edy nwadays...haha

after tat...anoter happy news!
limbeh bought new shirt edy...ekeke...
bt the prize quite exp ler...><
rm59.9...=.="
considering for long time oni decide to buy it...
heart abit pain edy a...><

bt nvm la...study college for 2sem edy...bt din buy any new shirt for study yet...so my 3rd sem nid to buy atleast 1 oso can rite? haha~

Lastly...hapy buftday to louis(goo kar) once again...
wish u all the best for ur future... =D

*End

24/10/09 Boring holiday~

every1 is shouting n spamming...
holiday pls come faster~
miz holiday~
bt for me...holiday is very boring...
lots of time to see the monitor~
lots of time to watch tv~
lots of time to do lots of things...
its making me feel tat my life very boring...
tis holiday its totally sucks...=.="
holiday for 1 week edy...
bt tis week is so......boring!
din even went out shopping once!
no movie...no shopping..no sing k...no yamcha wit frens...
hais...hope holiday end faster...
new sem start faster then gud~
atleast gt sumthing for me to view when boring...
*miss those notes tat i fake up last week*
haha...seriously...holiday rly very sien o..
faster finish tis holiday then gonna go for my 3rd sem...
after 3rd sem...then i hav to chose again -.-"
hate chosing....i rly duno wat im gonna chose for the way after 3rd sem...><

Time...its sumthing like magic~

it can pass very fast during those happy moment....
bt it turn very slow when its those sad moment....
haha...bt act it depends on hw we think...
n i hope my holiday end faster ><

*End

22/10/09 Disappointed~

According to wikipedia~

Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

* the tendency to desire what is best for the other
* sympathy and empathy
* honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
* mutual understanding

n nw? between us...stiu gt sumthing like tat?
i dun think we hav any 1 of tat...

Yea...i admit...i change edy...i noe tat u all dun like my attitude...
bt is tat thing...tat oni thing affect our frenship?
if yes...i think our frenship is very soft...
fren for so long...bt tis thing can affect..? dun u think its funny?
i rly very disappointed~
b'day?
no 1 call?
fren?
hw could it be...? duno la...
if u all dun make me as fren...i oso ntg can do n say about it...
bt rmb~ tis is ur decision...nt mine...
n wat i can do is force to face it...bt wit smile =D

Btw...do u think b4 about urself?
ter a 1 sentence very suite u all...
"think about urself b4 wanna change others"
y i will change?
y i gt tis kind of attitude?
wondering rite?

bt for me...NW~
ter is oni 1 question mark in my brain...
wondering y guys gt activity din cal me...
i dun mean nw! i mean last time...the 1st few time~
nvm la...pass edy...
no matter wat...
for nw~
u all stiu the same...
n me..im nt the Jian Herng tat u all noe last time...
tis is wat u all think rite?
then i hav to admit...
i change alot~

bt honestly...
i change edy....bt frenship between me n u all...i din...
i rly will rmb wat u all gav me...treat me...n those time we togethere dota...shopping...sing k...movie...n lots of funny n happy moments..~
THX

Lastly...tis will be the last post i will write about u all...
n last comment...frenship forever for u guys n gals...=D

*END

20/10/09 Cycling~ ehehe =D

Woot...went taman bukit cahaya ter cycling today morning...ard 9 reach ter...
wasted 15mins waiting outside CK house...XD
he din even wake up when we reach...lucky his grandma outside ter...
so our boss wilson went in n ask the grandma to wake CK up...*so man o* haha...

then ar...hmm...wasted another 15mins on finding the way to ter...haha...
seriously...lucky we wasted 30mins...if nt so early reach oso ntg to do...
coz the bicycle rental shop is open ard 9.30...so ngam ngam hou reach ter then eat sumthing n walk walk...hang ard then time ma zun edy lo~ XP

Btw....we went in the four season house too...=]
its cold inside ter...full wit air cond...
hmm u will noe wat i mean when u rly cycle for more than 1hours n go in an air cond room...XD
it feel rly very great..

hmm...special thx to CK hu suggest tis trip~
Wilson n Hadrian on wasting a day to find the way to reach ter...XD
n oso the shop seller unty hu took pic for us...n showing us the nearest way...
Thx Thx...

rly had fun today...
its very enjoy...
too bad tat u all din come today..haha =D
bt if u all wanna go then i can bring u all go next time...

Btw...meet sum new frens today at ter...
they are so friendly~
kind~
n funny! XD

Cost for the trip is just oni RM9
Rm4 on rental the bic...
Rm2 on the 100+
RM3 on the entrace fee for the four season house...

Here are sum pic pic~ Cicha~ =Dthe kind unty took for us d =D

very enjoy tat wind tat blow my hair up n dry my body~ XD
enjoy it while goin down hill...picture tat our kind fren took for us...
its inside the four season house =]